Friday, January 26, 2007♥1/26/2007 12:04:00 AM
Been attending lessons aimlessly. Didn't really learn something meaningful. I was glad that I learnt something from a very good and presentable lecturer, Miss Trina.
Although I'm an idiot in Sociology and it has always been a boring subject to me, I managed to focus on yesterday lecture, first lecture for this module.
She shared with us her philosophy of life and adviced us to avoid using "Always" and "Never" too much, if possible, forsake the two words.
Do you know why?
Very often, when couple quarrels...
"You always neglect me, never listen to what I say!" Gf cried.
"Where got? I did listen to what you said just now okay? Only sometime when I'm busy then would temporarily no reply lor!" Bf shouted loud.
When a mother scolds her son...
"Ah boy arh~! Why you never tidy up your bedroom? Always so messy huh..."
"Mummy, you cannot say never ho, I did clean my room okay. Although it was 2 years ago." Ah boy trying to be funny.
So you got the point?
People always conclude something as NEVER happened or ALWAYS happened. But, does it true? Maybe it happened once, but it's few era before? Haha..
"Never" and "Always" are relationship breakers.
Bear this in mind. Use them wisely.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/26/2007 12:04:00 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007♥1/22/2007 01:08:00 PM
Yesterday my friend quarrelled with her guy...
Should couple quarrel?
When they don't, are they considered not being themselves when they're in the relationship?Is it because they're accomodating each others?
That's because humans are individual creatures. It's absolutely impossible to find two human beings with identical cognitive thinkings. In another words, humans think differently and quarrel occurs when we've conflict.
Quarrel sometimes might be a helper in improving couple's level of understanding(Provided they don't quarrel too often.). However, too much of conflicts will result in endangering the relationship.
So, what shall we do?
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/22/2007 01:08:00 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007♥1/18/2007 03:40:00 PM
Apologise to you guys, been pouring sad stories recently. Will try to blog something joyful from now on. Hee.
Eileen has got her new hair style! I think she loves her new curls very much~ Her brand new look for new year.
As for me, no idea yet. Because I have only short hair left for now. Kinda miss my straight waist-length hair! However still glad that some people do think that my current hairstyle suits me more especially baby. As for my lazy bone, I think I shall continue with my chin-length hairstyle ba...
However, I still need to do something to my hair which means that I'm going to change my hair color~ Uh huh, maybe it's time for me to have my hair back to natural-Black color? I know none of my Singaporean friends have seen my original hair color lor...Haha...
So, wait and see huh..? Sekali, you will be stunned by my hair then next time you see me..? Who knows maybe I will have a even more-ahlian-style hair color?
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/18/2007 03:40:00 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007♥1/17/2007 01:22:00 PM
Just got home.
My ex left me a letter and one big bouquet of flowers with 17 roses bunched up together outside my room.
"Let these 17 roses accompany you on the 17th Day of the 17th Month from the fateful day"
This is the first time he gave me flower, showing his appreciation.
Ya. From the first day I met him till now we had broken up. This is the first time he did something for me.
Haha. I feel like laughing, because he has wasted the effort on me.
Anyway, Thanks for doing all these to me.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/17/2007 01:22:00 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007♥1/14/2007 03:24:00 AM
He's moving out soon. That means I'm going to have financial stress.
So should I continue working for Tekmedia?
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/14/2007 03:24:00 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007♥1/13/2007 02:42:00 AM
Today I was very very super happy~ Because, here comes the end of my attachment! Yeah~!!!
Not even a month for this year, things have been happening dramatically on me. I was like one of the characters in those typical drama series. They flooded my brain with unhappiness, confusion, questions, and dilemma while I have to concentrate on my attachment. It's indeed a tragedy for me. A lots are just out of my imagination and beyond my control...
I sincerely hope that this year is going to be a better year for me after what I had gone through.
By the way, I met Rieanne up to have some girls talk just now. I got to know few incidents which I didn't know! Suddenly realised actually I have been doing stupid things for these past few months..Haha..Thanks for telling me Rie...
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/13/2007 02:42:00 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007♥1/11/2007 10:45:00 PM
Hope I will be happier from now on.
Bless me.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/11/2007 10:45:00 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007♥1/10/2007 01:21:00 PM
He's pressurizing me again. Don't know how long I can take it.
Believe me.
Time will heal your pain, but time can't amend my broken heart.
This my word I want you to know.
Is useless for us to get back together. There's nothing you can do anymore. You should have done whatever you need to early. Before the mess.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/10/2007 01:21:00 PM
♥1/10/2007 01:01:00 PM
Happy 24th birthday to David....
We celebrated Dav's birthday at Dbl O last night. Haha. It was really really fun and we had our enjoyment for chilling out there. Too bad I couldn't drink much as I have attachment today! Sad.
Been down for so long, last night was a relaxing night for me. I manage to have one night which is so fun and full of jokes after the mess. All thanks to ShiXian, Rieanne, David and Elric. =)
By the way, I hope Dav didn't vomit in his dream. Guess what, he actually vomitted on a cab!!! After my good job. Wahaha.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/10/2007 01:01:00 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007♥1/09/2007 12:56:00 PM
Tomorrow Tekmedia has a BBQ session for their permanent staffs.
Once again God is squeezing me.
if you're willing to give us a chance, wear the watch to the bbq tomorrow. otherwise i will know where you stand.
Another challenge to me. As what Rieanne has said, I shall just follow my heart.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/09/2007 12:56:00 PM
♥1/09/2007 12:28:00 PM
Sick. God's draining me hard. I'm dying soon...
He happened to stumble into my blog and read everything last night. Then, he rushed down to Mustafa intended to get the watch for me (The watch which I mentioned in my previous post). Sadly, he didn't manage to get the same watch but of another similar design.
This morning, he sms me, wanted to ask me out for dinner. I declined.
The watch is nice but you got it too late. You should have gotten it earlier. Now the watch has gone.
Hidden meaning sent.
It may be too late to get the original, but this onebis gotten with more heart, soul and feeling.
Got this message in return.
His pride has clowded his love towards me. My tears has brightened up my eyes. One last chance given before but he never held it tight and firm. He let it slipped off.
True, his pride has served him well till now but it has destroyed our love.
Let the pride continue to keep you accompany, I shall stand aside.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/09/2007 12:28:00 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007♥1/07/2007 10:28:00 PM
After the chaotic, I went out with Eileen today. To have some fresh air and unleash myself temporarily.
Have gone to Far East for shopping spree...Wow, we bought loads of items..Haha, women ma..
Later on, I got to meet him at 7pm which I did it quite reluctantly. He pretended nothing happened, wanted to hold my hand while we were walking towards the restaurant. Too bad, he failed. During our conversation, he mentioned about HongKong trip. I apologized, said I'm not going. He asked where else I wanted to go besides HK. I told him I wanted to go nowhere else with him.
He was so sad and kept quiet for the whole journey back home.
That makes me feel guilty. However, there is no turning back.
What have done cannot be undone.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/07/2007 10:28:00 PM
♥1/07/2007 12:03:00 PM
Haha. He dated me for dinner at 7pm after he knocks off.
He said now he'll have to queue up in order to get the chance dining with me.
Should I feel sad?
Or it's a kind of relief?
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/07/2007 12:03:00 PM
♥1/07/2007 11:26:00 AM
Half settled.
After I offline at 330am last night, we had a good, peaceful talk for approximately 2hrs. We laid out all our cards on the table, and discussed how to go on with this relationship.
I said, I don't see the need to continue.
He said, he will try to change, to compromise, to give the love and concerns that I expect.
"Once you change, you are not you. I don't want you to be stressed and unhappy. We want to love happily but not unwillingly." I told him.
Then, he pointed out 2 routes for us.
1. Break up. He will move everything away, vanish from my life.
2. Continue. Restart our relationship.
I insisted the third one.
3. Break up. Start all over again as in, begin as a friend.
Although he disagreed with my suggestion, he had no choice but to follow.
Ya. I think I'm back to single. Demoted from the heaven.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/07/2007 11:26:00 AM
♥1/07/2007 01:17:00 AM
突然想起梁静茹的一首歌。
可惜不是你，陪我到最后
好像说出了我处境。
我累了，双眼也觉得疲倦。
心习惯了痛，因此大脑也麻木。
这次，我没有眼泪。
奇迹般的我没哭，有的只是无奈。
你说，我的话比刀还锐利，更伤人。
我说，你的举动让我感到难受，觉得失望。
这样子的对待， 你是第一个。
我想要的，只是会疼我，爱护我的人。
非常简单。
可惜，你不是那个人。
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/07/2007 01:17:00 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007♥1/06/2007 12:03:00 AM
I'm in a great dilemma, so tough that I've no solutions at all. We'll be going to Hongkong on the 17th of Jan. It should sound excited rather than so blue. Too bad, I regretted.
He had booked the air tickets for two.
I'm suffocating. Stressful whenever I'm with him every now and then. I can't feel the love showered by him anymore. It seems he had taken me for granted. When I'm with him is as bad as I'm single.
I wanted to end this now. Then what about the tickets? $604. Although he's the one who paid.
If you given a choice, would you want to be single or attached?
If you're in my situation, what would you do?
Don't ask us to communicate and have a good talk. It can never be good as it's impossible for him to have a good talk with me. We'll quarrel before we discuss.
This is the toughest choice I faced and ever.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/06/2007 12:03:00 AM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007♥1/02/2007 10:46:00 PM
Although today is a PH, but town is less crowded than few days ago. I guess crowd are too tired after 3 days party ba...Haha..
Went for 2 breaks today as I was almost bored to death plus I'm so tiring. Then, I had my "tea break" with Danny outside Takashimaya for fresher air. We looked so pathetic as we had to place all our food on the concrete floor and ate without table. Ha. But, I enjoyed.
Most important is the atmosphere and the person you spend time with.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/02/2007 10:46:00 PM
♥1/02/2007 03:13:00 AM
Today we celebrated Rieanne's birthday at Shin Bar right after I finish working. Enjoy spending time with Rieanne and guys. Although I couldn't drink with them but I still had fun with them.
Haha..Well, Happy Birthday Rieanne! Apologize to Elric because I keep on losing and you have to drink for me..paisay paisay.......haha..but I regretted never lost more so I can get to see him drunk..Wahaha...
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/02/2007 03:13:00 AM
Monday, January 01, 2007♥1/01/2007 12:43:00 AM
Happy New Year, and we're older.
Wahaha....Don't you think so?
Haven't really got time to think about my new year resolutions. Been busy with work lately. To be frank, I seldom think about my resolutions for the past years. I used to set no goals, no plans for myself. Now, I'm growing older liao. It's time for me to plan and try to achieve my goals.
But too bad, I've yet thought of any.
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
1/01/2007 12:43:00 AM
