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Dear Diary,
Friday, December 28, 2007♥12/28/2007 10:54:00 PM

Drawing near to year 2008~!!!!!!!!!

A brand new year ahead. Of course hopefully it would be a better year for me.

As we're stepping into a new journey, I've set up my targets.

First and foremost, I want to take up a yoga course or involve myself back into dancing again~ Coincidentally, my colleague Jonie invited me to join her yoga lesson when we're having chitchat in the pantry. Without further hesitation, I nodded to agree! Haha....I was still worrying about where to learn! After knowing the details, I found out that they offer dancing class as well. Oh my godness! That suits me perfectly then.

And so, we will be meeting up tomorrow morning for my first yoga experience! Excited~

Secondly, I'm going to pursue my degree next year. Perhaps University of Sunderland would be my choice, otherwise I would sign up for La Trobe..? Have no second chioce yet, but definitely a degree is a must thing to achieve in my year 2008!

Third, attend my HMDP oversea training~! Although it would be in the end of 2008, but again, I hope everything goes on smoothly and follow the plan. I would try me super best to perform as outstanding as I can at the same time be extra vigilant in thing that I do.

All the best to me, Yeah~!

Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
12/28/2007 10:54:00 PM

Thursday, December 27, 2007♥12/27/2007 10:07:00 PM

My brain is suffocating, it's dying for a breathe.

I need a channel to vent out my frustration, my anger and my stress! They're overloading my tiny brain and intruding me!!!!!

I NEED A BREAK~! from everything.....

Be it in relationship, in career, in future, I'm totally lost.....

I hurt someone just because I don't understand myself. He's treating me the best among all, I swear noone could treat me better than he does yet I don't cherish our relationship. I tarnish his love for me.

Ya, you can scold me or say I'm stupid.

In fact, I'm foolish. Someone please knock on my head or just struggle me to death, please please~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm really really really sorry..................




I lost one artery forcep this morning while I was scrubbed up for a wound debridement and exploration of left thigh. Only two artery forceps were taken out of my instrument tray when I was preparing for the case.

I did count my instrument pre-operatively and of course final count, too. However, after the application of Vac dressing, weird thing happened. It happened when I was clearing instruments then I found out one artery forcep was no where to be found~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thus, we searched the whole theatre, tumbled all the rubbish bins, linens, slouise room, biohazard bag..........Still, no sign of it!!!

So, in order to play safe ( knowingly an artery forcep could never be able to fit into patient's thigh), X-ray was conducted by surgeon. Guess..? WE COULDN'T FIND IT ALSO~!!!!!!!!

Oh god, please kill me!!!!! All of us was exhausted after working 24 hours continuously, it got worst to search for the stupid artery forcep.

Left with no chioce, e-Hor was raised.

Fuck.

I'm trying my very best to do everything correctly yet thing still happens. My record of losing instrument would affect my performance and worse still I couldn't rest my brain in peace.

I'm worried.




I'm considering of taking up a bachelor of science of University of Sunderland in Singapore. It's actually a Bachelor (hons) of science with part-time 2 years course.

The big issue is my financial problem- $17,000 for the whole course. I know it doesn't sound much for some people, but for the poor like me, it's problem. Especially I have to pay for everything while I'm repaying a NYP loan with bank too.

Although it provides educational loan, still, it hinders me from proceeding.

Anyway, tomorrow I'll be visiting their falculty. All the best to me.

*extra information to my friends who is planning for degree courses:
University of Sunderland is based in UK, collaborate with Harriet Group in Singapore Course fee: $17,000. Full-time for 1 year, part-time for 2 years. Two sessions available in a day. Accredicted by SNB and MOE. Most importantly, it's a honours bachelor of nursing while Griffith, La Throbe, Sydney and Curtin only offer ordinary degree.





Somebody kills me please.

Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
12/27/2007 10:07:00 PM

Sunday, December 23, 2007♥12/23/2007 11:09:00 PM

I had a great yesterday.
Just imagine, I was occupied until I didn't have time to blog.

As I got back home only near to 4am!

Let's start from 2pm, I met my colleagues PekLian, Kim and XiauXuang for our early X'mas celebration~

It was kind of rush as we're only settled down at about 345pm, and PekLian had to attend another gathering at 5pm!
However we had a great time at a Korean Restaurant in FarEast, other than eating, of course cam whoring as well~!!

Wahaha...when four women together.... But too bad, those photos weren't taken by my cell phone. If you're waiting for our photos, then you should continue waiting....haha....

After which, I started for my X'mas gifts hunting at the Orchard with XiauXuang. Yes, only two of us, because PekLian needed to meet her friends and Kim needed to rush back to take care of her mom. What a pity....

By the time I got home, it was already 9pm. I went home with loads of goodies....and I got no free hand to unlock my door~!

So, after a long day, I showered and removed my make-up, wanted to rest in peace....

Who knew, my woman Belinda rang up, asking me to go clubbing!

Oh my god, I'd just removed my make-up!

Eileen was saying:" Come on woman, you can do it....put on make-up again!"

Hai, wanting to meet them too much, I guai guai dressed up and meet up with them at Ministry of Sound.

Instead of clubbing, I guessed we're chatting throughout the night.

No chioce, it has been a long long time since three of us gathered. We gotta update each other with our ups an downs~

Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
12/23/2007 11:09:00 PM

Friday, December 21, 2007♥12/21/2007 11:51:00 PM

Wah...long time didn't blog....because I am addicted in something.

FACEBOOK~!

To be exact, I'm addicted to the Texas Holdem Poker la.........It's a very addictive until my siblings are all crazy about this game. You should try it.

Well, Christmas is just around the corner and I've yet to complete my shopping list!!!!!!! NOT ENOUGH TIME FOR SHOPPING!

I haven't even wrapped up those gifts that I've purchased and tomorrow I gotta meet up my dear colleagues for gifts exchange. Tell me how..?

What to do? Wrap it tomorrow morning then.....haha....

Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
12/21/2007 11:51:00 PM

Saturday, December 15, 2007♥12/15/2007 12:15:00 AM

Haha....I just joined The Facebook 2 days ago....

Must thanks to PekLian that she showed me what exactly we can do with facebook and I got to learn how to have fun with it.

A bit slow ho me.....Haha...

People, if you're in facebook, please add me at Valerie Teng.

Seeya on facebook...

Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
12/15/2007 12:15:00 AM

Thursday, December 13, 2007♥12/13/2007 08:36:00 PM

Something exciting!

That I was told by Sister with the presence of our Head of Colorectal Professor that I was selected for HMDP oversea training.

WOW~

The moment I heard of that, I couldn't refrain myself but to hug my Sister and burst out with joyous!

Can you imagine. Being a novice and I got the opportunity of being attached oversea for some training and upgrading, of course I am damn lucky.

Although the trip is only last for about 3-4 weeks, still I appreciate the chance given to me.

I can't wait to go for it now. Too bad, it needs about a year to get everything prepared and arranged.

So.....please hold on, Valerie.

Haha....

Next, Christmas is around the corner. Ya, just a corner ahead. Ha.

I'm waiting for my BONUS to accomplish my shopping mission--get the gifts ready!

Another burns in my wallet, however, it's once in a year.

I guess they're worthwhile, for my friends and relatives.

Don't you think so??

Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
12/13/2007 08:36:00 PM

Sunday, December 09, 2007♥12/09/2007 09:12:00 AM

Christmas is around the corner....
How am I going to spend my Year 2008 Christmas..? No idea.

I think it's going to be quieter than usual.

So in order to creat the Christmas atmosphere for myself....................................
Wahahaha....cute ma cute ma?? I'm too friendly and approachable until I'm irresistable....Santa clause crawled onto my toes..........*Evil Laughss*

My colleagues saw my new pedicure, asking me to bring them over to JB too~! Come Come Come.........You couldn't find such a skillful pedicurist with a reasonable price!

Then, yesterday I went shopping at Orchard. Initially wanted to pop by Gucci as they are having their year end sales. But then the designs offered are those "mature" type, none of them caught my eyes. When I walked pass Coach, WOW.....very long queue there~!

Of course being a Coach fans, I queued!!!! Haha...There were hell loads of people inside, Coach was almost flooded with women!!

After my thorough search on their items, finally I'd found a wallet~! Hooray~!!!

It doesn't look nice on the photo though.......*sob* BUT it looks fantastic with me~!!! WAHAHAHA....

After the shopping, I went back to JB....had a dinner with my mom and sister.

My sister showed me something which is so damn cute.....


It's Beijing Oplympic Souvenier~! Super cute arh....Each and every one of them has a name too!

Haha....I wouldn't want to use them lor....too cute to be used. We decided to keep it rather than utilise it......

Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
12/09/2007 09:12:00 AM

Saturday, December 01, 2007♥12/01/2007 06:09:00 PM

ANGRY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FURIOUS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who do you think you are to fly me such an aeroplane??!!??!!

YOU'RE AN IDIOT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
12/01/2007 06:09:00 PM

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