I burst out with tears....Completely I lost myself.

I couldn't find the same old Valerie again. Can anyone help to trace the Valerie..? I couldn't reach her anymore....I miss her smiles, her independence, her confidence, her self-esteem. I've lost my faith in life, I'm with nobody now, noone standby me. I dare not to look into the mirror, I'm ugly without the faith, determination in life.

I used to be strong but now I'm fragile than anything. You don't need to touch and I'll break into pieces. I'm empty inside, it makes no damage if i break down entirely.....

I hate everything which mess up my life.

I hate this world.

I hate living in this world of unhappiness.

I hate every single thing.

I hate myself....!