Sunday, June 17, 2007♥6/17/2007 01:42:00 PM
Woke up in the afternoon around 12:30pm. I was lazing still while I turned on my mobile phone. Then, I received a lovely sms by Darling Ivan, he brightened my day by his loving message.
Bed is rather irresistable yet I still have to get out of it no matter how. An empty house said hello to me after I walked out of my bedroom. Nobody was at home.
However mom had prepared my lunch before she left home for working. It's kind of sweet and blessed to have a mom with you, and everything get done before you bug for it!
Happily enjoyed my lunch alone, with no company at all. Hmmm...perhaps, the only thing to keep me accompanied was messages from him.
Suddently it reminded me of a song..."Lonely....I'm so lonely...I'm nobody...I on my own.....~"
Then I received a message from my sister, asked me to call mom for booking a facial appointment for her. Oh gosh, can't you do it on your own..? Instead of calling mom, you sms me.....weird. So, being so helpful and kind-hearted...I called mom.
Do you know, why in this Sunday, nobody is at home with me? Sundays supposed to be my brother's rest day, sister is currently jobless like me. They went to Malacca.
Main purpose for the trip up to Malacca: To find someone whom I seriously hate to see.
Actually, they asked me if I'm joining them 2 days ago which I declined. Obviously la, I don't want to see him, what for I travel to look for him. That makes no sense!
So when I called my mom just now, after settling the facial appointment thingie with her. She asked me why I didn't join my siblings up to Malacca. I said no why, I just don't want to go.
And she said:" You're useless!"
FINE! I'M USELESS! and he's VERY SUPERB EXTREMELY useful okay..??
If only he were useful,responsible,brave, we, the whole family would have a better life. The mistake he did, could never be erased! It's permanently installed in my brain!
Idiot. I can't stay home for one more day. I've decided to go back to Singapore by tonight. My act-gong brother surely will bring this topic up.
Can't you leave me a peaceful life?
I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Never and ever!
Totally engrossed,
Scribbled by Valerie, pen down at
6/17/2007 01:42:00 PM
